Clusturfuck Nation

The cancer I don’t have is everywhere now.


The Author ~ Chuck Palahniuk ~ Wiki

The Book ~ Fight Club ~ Wiki

The Movie ~ Fight Club ~ Wiki



Clusterfuck (meaning) ~ Wikipedia

I heard the term for the first time here:

Clusterfuck Nation

This blog is run by James Howard Kunstler. Another of those crazies I have been reading on and off since 2008.


By the way, I suffer from the same ‘cancer’ still. I have come to conclude, that there is no escaping this dis-ease. Well not while you are still alive.

R.I.P. Mike

Michael C. Ruppert
(February 3, 1951 – April 13, 2014)

A Prometheus.

He was a warrior for truth and who helped a lot of people make sense of the shared reality that we perceive. A truly humane being who loved the world with a passion that not many are capable of. As the days grow darker still your light will be missed. Thank you Mike and farewell. See you on the other side…



I had been following his work on and off for about 6 years now. A couple of months back, laboring over an unresolved question. I ran into this set of videos on Vice Magazine.

Apocalypse, Man: Michael C. Ruppert on World’s End
Apocalypse, Man: Michael C. Ruppert on World’s End on YouTube (Not for the faint of heart)


As we watch ourselves, our family, our friends and enemies, one and all loved ones; those in my own species and those in others, die. I cannot help but feel the love.

Yesterday I stumbled upon this song moments after I read about the passing of Mike.

Serendipidity? Synchronicity? Naah… more like quantum entanglement mi thinks…

And I hear that old familiar, you know, the one that resides in my head.

And I hear him say, “Yeah right!”


What Sarah Said by Death Cab for Cutie

And it came to me then
That every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time

As I stared at my shoes
In the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409

And I rationed my breaths
As I said to myself
That I’d already taken too much today

As each descending peak
On the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines
And year old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye

It sung like a violent wind
That our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds

And I knew that you were truth
I would rather loose
Than to have never lain beside at all

And I looked around
At all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
And then the nurse comes round
And everyone lifts their head
But I’m thinking of what Sarah said

That love is watching someone die

So who’s gonna watch you die



The Song ~ What Sarah Said ~ Songfacts ~ Songmeanings
The Album ~ Plans (2005) ~ Wikipedia
The Band ~ Official ~ Wikipedia

Born Free

The liberator who destroys my property, is fighting to save my spirit. The teacher who clears all possessions from my path will set me free.


The Author ~ Chuck Palahniuk ~ Wiki

The Book ~ Fight Club ~ Wiki

The Movie ~ Fight Club ~ Wiki



Yeah yeah, I cheated, posted this one on Sunday night / Monday morning :)


All is Light.

The All Light is the means and the ends. There exists nothing else.

A Lifetime, is a quantum of the All Light.

A Lifetime is composed of two parts, Living and Dying. In Dying, Living is completed, thus constituting one Lifetime.

A Star, A Stone, An Amoebae, A Plant, An Animal, A Molecule, A Subatomic Particle, i.e. each entity is a Lifetime.

The legacy of a Lifetime, is the transmutation it causes in the continuum of the All Light. This is the only legacy and it is assured as well as obligatory to each Lifetime, there are no exceptions.

Each Lifetime has Actions, Actions that have Consequences. Consequences that seed further Actions.

All Lifetimes are bound by the All Light and hence, have to participate in this continuous dance of Actions and Consequences.

To the All Light, a Lifetime means nothing more and nothing less than what it is, i.e. a Lifetime.

To a Lifetime, all that matters is its own Perceptual Construct, thus bringing forth an Individual Universe.

A Lifetime, chooses its own Perceptual Construct, i.e. a Lifetime gives meaning to itself.

The meaning given to itself by a Lifetime evolves as it interacts with other Lifetimes, their Perceptual Constructs and Individual Universes and the varying levels of awareness each Lifetime has of the All Light.

Evolution is random not linear, i.e. Evolution does not imply Progress.

A Human Lifetime is unique, so it appears, in its ability to be able to consider itself Unbound to the All Light.

Due to its unwillingness to accept its place in the All Light, the Human Lifetime plays games that no one wins.

Accept, for there exists no other choice.

Love, for there exists no alternate, neither Action, nor Consequence.

All is Light.


Arrive at your own conclusions, don’t jump, and do not forget to check your premises. This is my faith (for now), the faith of this Lifetime, yours is yours. This is where I find myself at almost 33 revolutions around the Sun. Life, I know not where she takes mi next. But something tells mi that I am just short of something. I am getting the heebie jeebies once more…



Moonshine :: Moonshine, white lightning, mountain dew, hooch, and Tennessee white whiskey are terms used to describe high-proof distilled spirits, generally produced illicitly.



Lightening Bolt by Pearl Jam ~ Wiki

The Sandman by Neil Gaiman ~ Wiki

Lucifer by Mike Carey ~ Wiki


There, posted, give mi a break now, please.